My name is Silky.
Friday, June 17, 2005
2:24 PM - Bad Girl I

i am a bad girl. kill me.

i tried to study.

i tried letting biology murder me again.

(remember that biology post?)

but somehow, i just cant get into the biology mood.

while i was trying to get all this biology stuff in my head, my mother came back from her shopping trip.

"surpise!"she exclaimed.

huh?

"look what i've bought?! a pair of white shoe!"

yeah rite, what a pleasant surprise.

"but mum, i thought i already had white shoe?!" i cried.

oh well, maybe she didnt realise that i only have got one pathetic pair of legs..

"actually, i wanted to get u that sliver shoe u like, but after buying those goceries ---

she pointed to that ten full bags behind her.

--- i realised that i do not have enff cash. so i thought perhaps i'll buy that white one first, i will get the silver tml."

"BUT MUM! u could have save that 20 bucks today and buy that silver one TML!"

i swear i tried my best to whispher, but still..

"i thought u would be happy if u see a pair of new shoe, so i.."

"no mum, i am not happy"

i am very horrid hor?

"but i.."

i cut her off by turning the music full blast.

worst.


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i wish i choked myself while drinking. i hope i die in my room tonite. i hope the alien catches me for an experiment when i stroll in parks at nite. i hope someone would alert the police, so they can arrest me for being a spoilt brat. i hope all the cute guys would neva talk to me again.omg. thats the worst punishment. i hope a bolt of lightning strikes me and spilts my fanny in two.

what the fuck have i done?!

my mum look like she had just climbed a mountain of eight thousand metres, with no Sherpa, no one to help her carry her bag pack. she is showing physical signs of wear and tear. she is going to die of exhuastion.

and all she want was to make me happy

*opens the window*

bye guys, i am flinging myself out of the window. tell my mum i love her, will ya?