mad. i must be mad.

i feel so neglected today. dun ask me why. i know i am thinking too much and i know it wasnt done on purpose.

but still, i have every right to gek xim right? *sigh

my bday is coming.

nahs. dun worry, i am not hinting anything. but it just.. reminds me of some unwanted memories.

i can very well named him fucker and savage him in my blog.

but den again, whats the use? its not that i am easily cowed. but i dun feel like losing 80 points of my IQ instead of 40, if u know what i mean.

dun ask me who i am talking abt. please learn to grow some brains.

for those clever ones, ya lar, its Leroy.

he really spoils my bday leh. because whenever i feel like celebrating it, the thought of being dumped during my bday just totally turn me off. what the hell.

i think i am not going to celebrate my birthday ever again. because i feel that birthday no longer means anything to me anymore. yes, i am stubborn.

not because of him lar.

but because i dun feel like celebrating a birthday without a bf.
perhaps, sumday i will meet someone who is worth celebrating with. (i dun mean sistas are not worth lar, but a bf is much more nicer. LOL.)

and thinking back, i am silly enff to blame everyone when he left me. i even blamed sharlane for bringing us together.

but it didnt occur to me that it wasnt anyone but myself. if i wasnt dumb enff to be swayed by his eloqunence, even ten Leroys wouldnt have hurt me. oh well, humans are fallible after all.

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and while i am typing this, this motley crew of nutters outside my house threatened to saw off my bike's locker if i dun remove my bike at once. screw them lar.

banglar: please remove ur bike.
me: i dun have the key lar. can later a not?
banglar: please remove ur bike.
me: i really dun have the key lar. can wait for my brother to come back? he holds the key.
banglar: please remove ur bike.
me: !@#$%^%^. can u say something else??
banglar: please remove ur bike.
me: !@#$%^&* saw lar saw lar. saw off ur dick as well lar.
banglar: okay.

LOL

okay lar, i edited the last part. i didnt ask him to saw off his dick. i just merely rolled my eyes and slammed the door at his face.

but if i were to said that to him, i bet he would have answered, okay as well.

because i think their employers only taught them how to sae 'pls remove ur bike' before they started wroking.

so please hor, if you are a contractor or contractor to be, next time, before u put those banglar at work, please remember to tell them that little thingy under their abdomen is dick. just in case , u know, they irritated another pms-ing women while asking them to remove their bike.

dun sae i not kind hor. i just protected ur future employee's dick.