he passed away.


*sigh


I have been very busy with my life. so busy with guys, studies, michelle and all. I never realise this until i saw the wake on my way home.


I always hear of pple passing away. You know, my friend friend, if not, my long distance relative.


But never someone so near. Neva.


I remembered how I gave his daughter extra piano lessons before her theory exam. I remembered how cheerful she was. I remembered how she came jumping happily to me when she got distinction for her theory. I remembered too, how her little brother use to shout 'JIEJIE', really loud whenever he saw me.


but the departure of their father bought all these away.


I broke my own heart this morning when i saw that little boy, adorning his crest-fallen face with his little soulful eyes, just like a little kid who was lost in the mall. He still greets me, but it was never the same again.


He look as if someone came in the middle of the nite, stole away his happiness, cheerfulness, liveliness and blissfulness. He was left with nothing but sadness, agony and his hollow body.


His sister was no better than him. I never see the smile on her ever since that day. But i can sense that she is strong. She called the ambulance herself, and went into the ambulance herself, telling her father everything was alrite. and she was only 13. If that happen to me when i was 13, i swear i can do nth more den crying.


Even though i never talked to their father, i feel like crying so much. But they are lucky though, their father left them a million dollar insurance, so they have nothing to worry abt their future life.


But still, if they were given a choice, I bet with u my head, that they would gladly trade a million dollars for their father back.


Death really made me realised that humans, are just so fragile.


My heart felt condolence goes out to them.


May God bless them.