I cant believe this.

WE ONLY MET ONCE. and I think I literally broke his heart. Like since when am I that charming.

At this pacticular moment, I wish I am some slut who loves going around breaking hearts. If I am made this way, I wouldnt have to bother about anything. I wouldnt have to feel guilty.

I would be able to watch Madagascar for the third time and still be laughing at those silly penguins when they tried to hypnotize the zebra. oh whateva.

I believed cherlle was pretty cross with me these few days. I know its absurb to wish that she would understand me, because in the first place I never told her how I felt. Oh well, u guys know me, I was never good at the expressing part.

You know what? I just wish for a peaceful life for now, so that I can do my best for Os. The rest can really wait.

Ya, I know sounded so I-want-to-settle-down-and-be-a-nerd. Laugh at me all u want. Dun let me caught u hugging ur plant and cry when results are out. I will make sure that ur plant can neva photosynthesis again. Following that, I shall sit in front of u and laugh till my stomach hurts so much that I have to be hospitalized.

*sticks out tounge. BLEAH.