i do not have any idea how did ping and the rest adopted the habit in calling me kee kee.

damn it, i hate that name.

***

banquet life really makes me appreciate the waiter and waitress in resturants.

sometimes, u have to experince it before u can actually understand or even appreaciate.

just like how i used to mock at those kia su aunties who kia su-ly went to scan their ez-link card when their alighting stop is like 3 traffic lights away.

now my mother, unfortunately, a member of those kia su aunties, laughed at me when i top up ez link card for the third time this week.

***

met ed and mich for steamboat.

i must sae, they haven change a bit. still as loving as ever, still as mushy as ever and still as irritating as ever.

i mean, apart from the suan-ings, oh well i am used to it, there is something else that bothers me.

they never fail to unleashed the despreate-to-find-a-bf in me. being with them makes me just want to go grab the guy from next table and asked him if he wants me.

this is pretty serious. i am not kidding.

for the past few months, i havent been meeting them because of work. this dumb biology clock has been quiet and tamed inside me. quiet enough to make me reject dates. quiet enough to make me stop filrting. quiet enough to stop me from falling for my best friend's crush.

so tamed that i had almost forgotten its existence.

and this couple had just conveniently awoken that damned clock a few hours ago. it was just like a monster who had slept for a hundred years and was awaken by two dumb ants while trying to cross the road.

it looked so refreshing. so much so that it hinted trouble.

Dear God,

may there be peace in the world.
may there be peace in me.
may that damned clock be smashed in me.

Amen.