Have you ever wondered if anything last forever?

Fate twist and turn your life without warnings. I hate that.

I looked frantically around, like a lost child in a mall, waiting for someone to come along and say its alright. Sadly, I found none.

Friends. I always thought I didnt need new ones so that I wouldnt be torn between new and old friends. But it seems like everyone had new friends after all.

I am not blaming anyone because its nobody's fualt. I just not happy that things turn out this way.

Nothing last forever though. Not love, not friends.

Recently, I was thinking, wondering what did the future stored for me. I wondered if I would be able to give my parents good life in the future with this biomedical thing job.

My mum say it dosent matter. The responbility of keeping me alive will go to my husband in the future.

But the thing is that I do not want to restriant my future spouse to materialistic things like guys who are rich, perhaps handsome and always so full of themselves.

I want someone more than that. I want someone who knows me, someone who make me feel ... that forever does happen.

I know thats too much. Life is such a bitch anyway. Hence it certainly would not bestow me someone that perfect.

Hack me. I am just pms-ing.

Screw Life.