I am unhappy. Pretty unhappy.

I don’t know how to start.

How does it feel when you found out those things you always believed didn’t actually turn out the way it was supposed to be?

I don’t know about you guys but I feel wretched.

We are best friends. Never will I allow you guys to be passer bys of my life.



I believed that we were on that very same wavelength hence we can feel the bond, we feel happy together.

But there were times where words were really hurting.



I am pretty sure no one realised. I understand that no one meant any harm. I understand that the remarks were not intentionally made. I understand that it’s a practice or rather, a trend to be sarcastic among us. Why, yes I understand of course.

But humans are emotional beings.

It had been centuries since humans last found out that not all stories have endings like a fairytale. But still, they still cry and make a big fuss when they witness or experienced any other endings but happily ever after.

You see, the thing is people always know what the rational things they ought to do are. But unfortunately, God didn’t make a great effort to bond our hearts and mind. They do not tally at all. We know it’s not right, but still, we let emotions got the better of us and do all the wrong things.



Humans are just so irritating.

Hence, even if I understand, there would still be times I would be emotional and hurt.



These simply feelings are too significant to be left alone

I seriously do hope that it is me who was being extremely over sensitive and that I am too emotional because this is really hurting too much.



In fact, it is so significant that I don’t feel balanced anymore because I could not find an avenue to vent my anger and grief.

The last thing I want to do is to strike a balance by arguing or breaking the bond.

I shudder to think what would become of me if these thoughts were infested into me.

Screw the guy who came up with ‘revenge is sweet’. That idiot who came up with this idiom probably found out that revenge is nothing but an extra wound but kept the secret and said otherwise because he wanted others to suffer what he has gone through.



But little did he know that the one who suffered the most was himself at the very end because although he deceived the world and this idiom became famous, he couldn’t deceive himself. Oh ya, plus me as well.

Nice try idiot but better luck next time.

Forget it. I am going to balance myself by hitting the piano.