I used to feel that I dislike my course.

I dont look quite my course anyway, if you understand what I mean.

Look at my face and be honest, do you believe that I am a science student?



so why the hell am I still stucked there? I always wondered.

But recently, I was looking at my grades and they set me thinking.

Perhaps the interest could be cultivated after all.

Perhaps I should just quit scaring my parents by telling them I want to give up my diploma and piano certs by wanting to become a mere kindergarden teacher.

I always wanted to find something that I could be so interested in, so much so that I could devote my whole life into it.

and I think perhaps, I have found it.

* * *

Was on my way to nlb yesterday.

There was this group of childish and noisy 16 year old girls on the bus that day.

One of them talked so loudly and was practically boardcasting her last fling to everyone on the bus.

Yes I know, its a girls talk. Everyone does that. Nothing wrong. Perfectly okay.

But does it have to be that loud?

While she was trying so hard to impress her friends, there was this very old man who boarded the bus. He was old and frail. The bus was packed and there were no more seats.

You would expect the nearest person to give up his or her seat.

But no, they just pretended they did not see the old man and continuted to talk about their flings while the old man was standing in front of them, nearly falling.

and as if that was not bad enough.

When the bus was turning, the old man lost his balance and fell.

Anyone at his or her right state of mind would rush forward and help.

guess what they did?

One of them immediately fish out her camera and take a picture of the old man failing and whispered to her friends, saying that she wanted to blog because he looks so funny.

like what the fuck?

I immediately went to pick the old man up and shot them this I-so-despise-them look.

It kind of irritated them and they secretly, (but I saw) took photos of me, perhaps wanted to scold me in their blog.

Imagine what they would blog.

i take bus today and see a old man fall. i quickly take photo because he are funny. but there are these stupid girl who go to pull him up and diao us because we never help. i got say dunwan help meh? take photo of him, powder my face first den help la. but then not fast enough mah. so not my fualt. bitch hor? i show u all her photo.

*myphoto*

Thanks for the publicity.

Seriously, I think they should just sack their gardener because he is obviously not doing his work. well if he is, then why are their brains not growing?

I just simply couldnt comprehend why such people are still allowed on this surface of the earth.

They should just be rocket-ed to Mars and live with the one-cell creatures there.

what a turn off.