its officially the end of fun time.

school is starting in 7 hours time.

rahhhhhhhh.

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my dream life

ever thought of how your future might be like?

well, i always wanted to be a kindergarden teacher. in case you missed it, i wrote here once.

maybe after i had enough of studying, i should just go to some remote village and educate the children there.

And there, i shall slack during my free time and perhaps rear a few chickens and frogs behind the house.

i shall build a well too, not for me to live in, but for my frogs to view the moon at the perfect angle. yes, shirey and dollie and probably the rest, i heard your laughters.

Losing a few frogs a few days, losing a few chickens a few weeks, losing a few students a few months, tripping over the stairs, climbling out of the television and getting lost around the forest if there is one.

i heard your laughters again, shirley, especially you.

life is simply great.

maybe i would meet a kind statue, no sorry, i mean a man who bothered enough to help me find my lost kids, chickens, frogs and perhaps helpful enough to make me some signboards so that i wouldnt get lost again.

Perhaps i would be touched enough to marry him and start giving birth to kids who love to lose things as much as i do.

Critisize me for being absent minded. But without losing, how can one feel the joy of finding? Without losing, who would ever learn to cherish?

Losing, finding and found then, i lost again. Eventually, thats all my life.

how blissful.

p/s ya la i know, the above is probably not going to happen. my parents would definately murder me. even if they dont, what is going happen to my shopping bills?

p/p/s after messing up my html codes for 4 hours, i still dont know how to put songs into my template. helpppppp.

p/p/p/s I THINK I HAVE PUT ON WEIGHT. hais. which reminds me, there is no treadmill in the village. what is going to happen when i become fat???