sometimes, its hard to pretend that you dont see.

life is a bitch.

i dun feel like swallowing my unhappiness anymore, nagging myself to be understanding and forget everything.

i deserve more.

i always believe that there is no point being angry over things or people. It dosent solve the problem, does not undo the hurt.

i use to believe too, that its no use fighting for things that dont belong to you. Only fools are greedy. Being greedy is tiring. Constantly chasing after something, constantly bending your principle to get something that you werent even sure that you want it.

sometimes, when i jump out of the picture and look at these greedy people, it makes me feel pleasantly peaceful.

Its like slacking at a little cafe, seeping my wonderful coffee, looking at people running past through the glass window, chasing after the rainbow, looking for the pot of gold at the end.

I will never join in the race. Never.

Right?