I once read that there was a girl who punched into the mirror so hard that her fist wouldn't stop bleeding. She told everyone that she did this because she wanted to see what's behind the mirror. But the truth is, she couldnt bear to see her own reflection and feel the disfamiliarity tearing her up. She wanted to punch the mirror so hard that the mirror broke into pieces and she could use them to cut herself.

She wanted to feel pain so that whatever she is feeling inside would be justified.

Words are like net trying to capture feelings, they can only express this much. So what about those that are left behind?

I need some distraction.

Badly.

Help.