I went for a swim today. And then I went to run, and then to swim again. After so much, I believe I would be rational enough.

Enough; to give an account to people who cared and loved me. I should apologise too, for the recent bizarre behaviour.

You ought to know as well.

I thought I finally met someone. I thought confidently, that we would work out. And even after realising that there was someone else, I still thought that you would choose me over her. Oh how confident I was.

You asked me what is our problem. The problem is you don't see what is the crux of the problem. You think its fine if for things to be this way. That I ought to hide myself when she is avaliable, and appear when she's not.

Sometimes I wonder, would I not feel this awful if I am willing to condone your behaviour, to let you have your way.

But I know this is not right. I am not sure though, if its worth it to feel so hurt just to make the right decision.

At the end of the day, even if I am all torn up and wrecked, I am glad I followed the dictates of my conscience. And I guess, perhaps this is all that matters.

Thats why, I left.