Have a little faith, they always said.

And you clinched on tight to that bit of hope, so that it gives you just enough energy to get through the journey.

But what happens if the pot of gold is not there at the end?

You feel angry, because you were led to believe. Then you feel foolish, for having faith in something that is non-existence. And most of all, you feel upset, because you cant find any reason to believe again.

Will you continue to search for the gold and risk to feel foolish again? Or you would rather not search for it anymore and keep that bit of dignity?

Say, you choose to keep your dignity, throwing faith and gold out of the window. You perhaps have successfully protected yourself, but you feel empty and loss because your source of energy is gone. You have got nothing to look forward to, except just to keep yourself alive.

Today, I choose to believe again and search on different route. Please do not make me feel foolish, again.